TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️ this post deals with mental health issues: anxiety, depression, eating disorder, body dysmorphia, self harm, suicidal thoughts and hospitalization. It’s been a while. I’ve been thinking about this entry for quite some time. Since I wrote my last one, honestly. It’s just really overwhelming and a lot has happened since this happened…… Continue reading Girl interrupted….. Part 3- last entry
Grief…. it’s a funny little thing that grief is. It shows its ugly, sad face and manifests in weird ways that are not quite understood unless you have your PhD in psychology; which I do not. What I do know is that grief sometimes comes through as anger and vice versa. Grief is not only…… Continue reading Grief ….
Baby life is hard. They eat 8-12 times a day in those first few weeks and sometimes more. The first day or so after I had Jonah we were trying hard to nurse at Breast but after cracked and scabbed nipples and a crying baby, I decided to pump for a little bit; until my…… Continue reading The Spectra S1 Breast Pump review- exclusively pumping Mom
What’s Bio Mist? Bio Mist is a skincare product with an oxidized molecule called HOCL. HOCL is an oxidant produced by white blood cells called neutrophils, which is used to control the body’s response to injury and protect against infections. Okay, okay, enough science. What do you use it for? Since I have received this…… Continue reading Bio Mist- diaper bag must have!
When I first received Dough Dots I wasn’t sure how I, as a mother, was going to like it. I do not like the other dough type toys on the market. Mostly because I HATE the smell. Once we got these in the mail I popped one open to see. Thankfully, there isn’t much of…… Continue reading Dough Dots- Fun for everyone
TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️ this post deals with mental health issues: anxiety, depression, eating disorder, body dysmorphia, self harm, suicidal thoughts and hospitalization. Let’s see, where did I leave off? Ah, yes. The nurse escorted me back to a room where she took my vitals and had me pee in a cup. They have to ensure…… Continue reading Girl, Interrupted. Part 2
TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️ this post deals with mental health issues: anxiety, depression, eating disorder, body dysmorphia, self harm, suicidal thoughts and hospitalization. On Friday, May 4th, I started out my day feeling pretty ok. Nothing out of the ordinary, really. Soon after waking I began to feel pretty bad. Feelings of self hate. Hate towards…… Continue reading Girl, Interrupted…. Part 1