At 37 I really excepted that I would have a lot more figured out. I thought I would for sure be over childhood traumas like my father being murdered or never knowing my dads side of the family. I thought I would for sure love myself more by now. That being fat wasn’t the worst…… Continue reading 37 and still fat
TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️ this post deals with mental health issues: anxiety, depression, eating disorder, body dysmorphia, self harm, suicidal thoughts and hospitalization. Let’s see, where did I leave off? Ah, yes. The nurse escorted me back to a room where she took my vitals and had me pee in a cup. They have to ensure…… Continue reading Girl, Interrupted. Part 2
This past year has been extremely hard for me in regards to my weight loss efforts and journey. At the beginning of the year I started out at my lowest weight, recorded. I have fluctuated 2-5 pounds ever since and it’s super annoying. What was I doing wrong? I was working out, eating keto, watching…… Continue reading My weight loss journey- continued
I love the changing of the seasons as much as the next person but I really just do not like Summer time. For one, it’s hot af here during Summer. Kids are out of school for Summer break which means everywhere you go to take your toddler it’s over packed which in turn means anxiety…… Continue reading Summer break, parks, anxiety… is it Fall yet?
When we first decided that we were going to try for a baby I made sure to study everything I could about how to get pregnant (it’s not as easy as you think) and ways to increase chances. I downloaded apps, read blogs, followed Instagram accounts for fertility. I read up on everything. Four cycles…… Continue reading My struggle with Antenatal Depression and Anxiety