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Struggle bus express …

The struggle is real today.

Sometimes life is hard. 
Sometimes life is messy af. 

Sometimes it just seems as if things are really really bad. 

This person needs this part of you, that person needs something else from you. You try to offer everything you have. You try to be there for each need. You try to be the best mom, wife, best friend, friend, sister, employee…. you try to not let the things you read and hear in the media bother you and you try to let crap roll off your back or be understanding and empathetic about things. You wish you could take away some peoples pain but you can’t…. you can’t, and it hurts and it makes your heart hurt so you cry. The crying just makes it hurt more. I wish I could do something.

 Stay awake all night with anxiety trying to think of any possible solution to all lifes problems and all life’s mess. Finally, you fall asleep at 3am just to wake up at 7am and do it all over again. 

I am not perfect, I don’t claim to be. Everyone struggles with something. Some have more struggles than others. Is it fair? No. I know life isn’t fair, nothing really is….

Today is hard. It’s ok to have hard days. It’s ok if you feel broken. It’s ok if you don’t feel like putting up a front today. It’s ok to cry. 😞😪💔 It’s ok to love and feel so deeply that everything hurts. 
I’m exhausted…. 

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